yeah, it’s a girl thing to spend a week every month lacking motivation in everything, life, study, exercise, brain function………gah….
I have 2 weeks of study I need to be doing and I cannot find the drive to even log in, because it will require brain power that I just don’t have today, I am home alone, hubby is out with the boys and it would be perfect…well it was a perfect plan until the girl things happened and then made me lose all hope in humanity!
Sad Panda from somewhere on the web.
So now I am going to log in and see if i can focus on at least 30 minutes worth of reading…..wish me luck.
I am so tired, my feet are killing me and I learnt a very valuable lesson about washing the shower recess today that has completely drained my will to live…..
This is the first shower I have had with tiles and grout, most are just smooth recess’ … I spent about 30 minutes cleaning in between the tiles because I didn’t realize you could actually scrub off the soap scum… Definitely buying a brush of some description for that horrible task….yes you can all mock me now!!!
Toilets are cleaned, bedroom is empty and vacuumed and I wiped down the window frames as there was mildew 😦
A couple of loads of washing done, many more to go and I have to vacuum the rest of the house now..new sheets are currently drying and hubby is trying to light a fire 😀
Now I have to think about dinner…..free it just never ends and I don’t e en have kids yet!!!
I have been busy helping my dad at his shop, trying to clean up and make some sense of the system my step mum had…I am sure she had one…somehow…. 😀
It has been long days and getting home at about 7pm as the traffic getting home is horrendous, then by the time I make dinner and clean up it is 9 and I am basically collapsing into bed. I am exhausted all the time and the more tired I am getting the more irritable.
I am going to really focus on getting this PCOS under control this year. I am going to buy a multivitamin I think to help combat the general feelings of exhaustion, perhaps that will allow me the motivation to exercise, as I have dropped off the wagon this last 2 weeks and I lost like 6kgs -I want to keep going!!!!
I am also going to cheat and order some hydroxycut….it’s apparently awesome for pure weight loss…a friend of ours has used it whenever he needs to drop weight after being lazy….that will hopefully help as well….no idea 🙂
My mum has the mrt appeal this week, I am going along for moral support and will probably head to her place afterwards, we are hoping the give her a decision at the hearing rather than dragging it out….fingers crossed on that as it could be a very good or bad night….
I just want this to be over for her and John. I can’t cope being away from my hubby for a week, I can’t imagine being away for months….
Time for work, if the train ever turns up, melb train system is shit…..I missed a train because the machine wouldn’t take my fucking coins so I had to go all the way round to the other platform, then the next train has been delayed and delayed….I will never get to work!