OK well that sort of worked, it has my work spiel after all my text, I don’t think I can get rid of that – so will have to just go back and edit it out of the entries at a later stage. Also for soem reason it doesn’t use the entire length of the column it splits my text for some reason….but meh – I will worry about that another day.
So I quit smoking again yesterday…LOL yes I hear you all say – you have done this before.,..but this time will be different. I am really going to make a concerted effort to stay off them. I only need to get through one – maybe 2 weeks without having one cigarette and I will be all fine….well I dont’ think the cravings will ever stop entirely, but I will be able to deal with them more as the weeks pass.
I am feeling good about this decision, sort of…I love my cigarettes – but I don’t love a lot more about them – and no my health is not one of the issues.
Speaking of which I am having my ultrasound next week then back to the gyno the week after to determine the lump on my cervix and to see if it is anything serious. The gyno sauid she couldn’t see anything but she didn’t want to take any chances and that I had to wait 6 weeks for this ultrasound…hence the massive gap in time. So that has been booked in – i am nervous as I don’t want there to be anything wrong, but I don’t want it
to just be my weight that is causing issues…..
D and I have looked up almost every kind of sport/exercise we have an inkling of interest in and are deciding what we want to do. Hopefully in 3 weeks time most of our financial hurdles will be done with so we can start focusing on ourselves and what we need to do with out life. I am not sure what this is going to mean for us starting up some form of excercise – but all i know is that if we don’t make some more changes to our lives I am going to be in very very bad shape very very quickly..and that is not something I want to have happen.
I am wanting to get back into Aikido or belly dancing – deciding which is hard as I enjoy both. but I might be able to do both if I can manage it. We also want to make more of an effort to spend time with the doggies…we spend most of our home time with them and we platy with them etc, but I just feel we shoudl be spending more quality time with them. D wants to get into Kendo or some sort of sword training…..so we are currently trying to decide what we want to do and what is going to give us the best amount of exercise for the huge amounts of money we need to pay 😀
ehehhe anyway back to work now!