not that it matters..

I am numb.
Surrounded by people in a dark purple and black bruise of an abyss. No fear, pain, sadness, joy, emotion. Nothing.
I am numb.
Surrounded by people, yet alone in the shrinking moonlight, waiting for the bright sun to burn my flesh to dust.
I am numb.
Will you be there to help me catch my tears, or am I still alone after all.

Emotion? There is none, what was left of my heart is gone now, washed away with the rest of my belief in living.

I will continue.

I am signing off from the public, too many depressing posts you don’t need to read about. My world is inside me now, none of you can have what is left of this fragile shell.

May the spirits guide you all to a better life.